Today is one of those days as a mom you just want to cry. I have a good baby! In fact I have a great baby who I am so incredibly blessed with! Although all moms still have those days! Today was one of mine.

Now for whatever reason I try my very hardest not to cry in front of Gemma. Not when I’m getting burnt out at least. Tears of happiness and sorrow yes! Today was overwhelmed, over worked, over exhausted, mentally drained to zero tears. All this with a baby who only napped 30 minutes in my arms made her very upset and confused after a weekend of 2 two hour naps a day!

I pushed through though! I made it in “Silos View” and she stayed asleep once the car stopped and I was able to just sit and stare for a few moments at this little piece of our one silo behind our garage. Just breathing for a few moments. Reminding myself of the peace I preach on here about how you should unwind and feel relief once you see home.

Sometimes that’s what everyone needs that little breath of relief to let go of everything else all with that breath. I know t sounds crazy and believe me Keaton I have not been letting all of my day go when I hit the door but it is the greatest thing for those who can. Those who can’t just let go which is me lately just have to see the happiness in their home till they can fully let go of all the stress and hard things at the door.

No matter what finding that thing when you get home to let go of things or that you need to look at to remind you of this is the beginning. All hours I look at those silos taking a breath and feel relief now. It took a long time for me to realize what they meant to me though. Years in fact, so take your time with that special thing.